Outsider

I’m so sad
Can’t she ever told me the good news
I’m really sad
I cried
They who understand my feeling tried to calm me
But I can’t accept it
Others who were there saw what just happen asked me y are you ok?
I’m not ok! I’m just pretend that I’m ok
Am I really her “best friend” as she said since we know each other for the past 19 years.

?????

I’ve waited for this moment but it never came true
She told everyone accept me
I’m shocked
Now I know who am I to her
I’m just an outsider